So I got dumped

Its on this day that I understand/

the burden of being man/ 

is swallowing what you can/

forgetting your other plans/ 

aint important to win it man/ 

just be more forgiving man/

I don't know if I can manage but I hope I can/

I was raised in a family where everything/ was just based on the last words fuck what you think/ 

can you shout louder, or can you break a point/ thats the things I picked up on while in detroit/ 

and though im still here, I met the opposite/ a person that I called weak but maybe he's strong instead/ 

perhaps im the weak one who cant forget a thing/ this would be one of those things I hated to see in my genes/

but none the less, I picked it up without me seeing/ my hand was dragging behind stealing graves like a villain/

I hate to think that this can only inspire one verse, so ill continue even though this things never rehearsed/

never could finish what I started with this lyrics thing/ 

Everything would end in one verse and id be like verse 2? 

naw I cant think of nothing, maybe its just a fluke/ 

ill try again in a day to see if I could/ its just like this with the girl I love/ 

maybe the things that I was doing really wasn't enough/ I need a spiritual punt, and shoot for the sun/ 

maybe I wont feel so burned from these feelings forlorn/ and its tough to bite my lip and shoo emotion away/ 

I already broke my oath once not to cry/ but now I feel the urge in my eyes coming alive/ but I wont let it get the best of me, im really trying/

but without that special one, my heart is dying/ and I hate to think about a future past this/

 if I don't get back with her and get past this/ ill probably become a heartless bitch with a bad streak/ 

not caring about a single thing like what happened? I tried hard to keep that thing out of my future/

as the door aside her darkens that one gets clearer/ 

now tell me when you read this what do I have a fear of?